Post by Dew on Jun 11, 2014 22:21:27 GMT
So, this is kinda a heads up for my absences with other things o3o''
Recently I've been in a rather bad mood. I've been trying to cover it up and still be cheerful, but I haven't been able to stop it from showing up sometimes. Things that annoy me that I can usually ignore I haven't been able to brush off. I've been rather impatient and have noticed I have been a lot more needy that I usually am. I mean, I'm a naturally needy and jealous person but usually I can ignore those facts about me so it doesn't affect others.
My muse hasn't been working much and I feel like my writing hasn't been up to par with anything and any thread I'm in I'm dragging. And any plots I have I feel like the other party isn't interested or I'm not fun to plot with for some reason. I haven't been getting much threads to do but then again, I'm a needy person that's that's probably a figment of my imagination but ya.
Just for a few days now I've been feeling kinda ignored which usually never happens cause I don't really care, but I try to get involved in something and I'm either not noticed or I kill the chat. I don't know why I feel that way but I do. Which is why I have been going more quiet than usual cause I don't want to interrupt anything.
So I don't know what Imma do about that yet o3o'' I've been trying to feel better cause I promised peopleZero I would, but I don't know how. Every little thing seems to be bothering me. I won't go into much detail with that though. I don't want to bore people.
I don't know if I need a break, and I'm on vacation but I don't think that's helping. I won't be going anywhere, I'll still be online, but yeah. Here's my explanation on why I am being a bitch if I am. Not everything that is wrong is here but it should give some insight. I also think I'm getting another sickness I've been getting recently so that might be affecting my muse but yeah. Not sure yet.
In other news, I won't be here much Monday, I have to go on a trip. I am traveling back home on Saturday and maybe seeing a movie with a friend that evening or Sunday. Then next Wednesday I'll be going to the doctor to see what I need done for a minor surgery. Then I don't know when the thingy is but I'll update this when I know o3o'' cause I might not be online much then.
Monday I won't be on much cause of traveling and all. I might be able to get on later that day or on my phone if I can find internet.
Then this Saturday I'll be going home which won't take very long but yeah.
Recently I've been in a rather bad mood. I've been trying to cover it up and still be cheerful, but I haven't been able to stop it from showing up sometimes. Things that annoy me that I can usually ignore I haven't been able to brush off. I've been rather impatient and have noticed I have been a lot more needy that I usually am. I mean, I'm a naturally needy and jealous person but usually I can ignore those facts about me so it doesn't affect others.
My muse hasn't been working much and I feel like my writing hasn't been up to par with anything and any thread I'm in I'm dragging. And any plots I have I feel like the other party isn't interested or I'm not fun to plot with for some reason. I haven't been getting much threads to do but then again, I'm a needy person that's that's probably a figment of my imagination but ya.
Just for a few days now I've been feeling kinda ignored which usually never happens cause I don't really care, but I try to get involved in something and I'm either not noticed or I kill the chat. I don't know why I feel that way but I do. Which is why I have been going more quiet than usual cause I don't want to interrupt anything.
So I don't know what Imma do about that yet o3o'' I've been trying to feel better cause I promised people
I don't know if I need a break, and I'm on vacation but I don't think that's helping. I won't be going anywhere, I'll still be online, but yeah. Here's my explanation on why I am being a bitch if I am. Not everything that is wrong is here but it should give some insight. I also think I'm getting another sickness I've been getting recently so that might be affecting my muse but yeah. Not sure yet.
In other news, I won't be here much Monday, I have to go on a trip. I am traveling back home on Saturday and maybe seeing a movie with a friend that evening or Sunday. Then next Wednesday I'll be going to the doctor to see what I need done for a minor surgery. Then I don't know when the thingy is but I'll update this when I know o3o'' cause I might not be online much then.
Monday I won't be on much cause of traveling and all. I might be able to get on later that day or on my phone if I can find internet.
Then this Saturday I'll be going home which won't take very long but yeah.
